I put on that I’m tough. Like nothing can break me, and that I never hurt on the inside. I mainly tell myself this. And sometimes, I can be strong. I know I can go through tough shit in life. But deep down, I know I am the exact opposite of strong. I’m so self conscious. So vulnerable. I truly believe that I’m so stupid, and that there’s something legitimately wrong with me. Anything and everything breaks me down on the inside. I’m depressed more often than when people think I am. I also care way too much. I try to act like I don’t, but i do, and I hate it. I love too easily. I get attached to people, and feel heartbroken when I realize they don’t look at me the same way as I do them. Its not their fault, though. Its mine. I try to tell myself to toughen up. To stop being so soft and just not care about anyone or anything, but I can’t do it. Its like a curse. This is who I am, and I absolutely hate it.